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its one of those nights again. i cant pinpoint whats wrong but everything just feels wrong..

i find myself questioning how i had lived my life so far..

i think i'm doing it wrong.

am i really being who i am?

i am really living?

everything i do, every decision, its all wrong. all bad.

let everyone down, let myself down.

distancing myself from everyone... retreating further into this old shell of mine..

i fucking hate myself.