that time again

aw yeah, its that time again.

the time to question my existence. hahaha.

then again... maybe i wont bother.
there wont be an answer to that anyway.

but i do know that my existence is pretty much a moot point now.
i feel detached, empty and crappy.
wait a minute... can i even feel?
okay, so i think i feel detached, empty and crappy then.

lowest point in life so far. kekekeke.
oh well. hope i faster die!!! kekekekeke!

i think i should push for a career in sectors with high mortality rates and high pay.
any suggestions?
offshore shit?
eh wait... the world's most dangerous catch comes to mind..
would love to join a crew of king crab fishermen.
good pay/death ratio.
long off periods somemore.
damn.